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Kenapa aku selalu merasa harus berhati-hati dengan kata-kataku? Kenapa seakan-akan satu kalimat jujur bisa jadi bumerang yang menyakitiku?” Ada saat-saat di mana aku hanya ingin bicara apa adanya. Tentang perasaanku, tentang lukaku, tentang lelahku. Tapi entah kenapa, aku selalu terdiam. Karena aku tahu, kalau aku jujur, ancaman akan datang. Kadang berupa tatapan dingin, kadang berupa kata-kata yang menusuk. Dan di tengah rasa takut itu, aku berkata dalam doaku: Me: “Tuhan, aku takut kalau aku ...
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