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AKU SERING TERSENYUM bukan karena bahagia. Aku tersenyum supaya dia tidak marah. Aku tertawa kecil agar suasana tetap aman. Senyumku bukan tanda kebahagiaan, tapi tameng untuk bertahan. Aku belajar bahwa bila wajahku muram, dia akan meledak. Jika aku terlihat rapuh, dia akan mengejekku. Maka aku memilih tersenyum—bahkan saat hatiku penuh luka. Tapi semakin lama, topeng itu menyesakkan. Rasanya seperti hidup dalam kebohongan yang kupaksakan pada diriku sendiri. Aku menampilkan wajah yang ramah, ...
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